♥ PaNdA sAe ♥

愛

2012-01-30T23:51:00.000+08:00

愛的感覺，總是在一開始覺得很甜蜜，

總覺得多一個人陪，多一個人幫你分擔，

你終於不再孤單了，至少有一個人想著你，

戀著你，不論做什麼事情，

只要能一起，就是好的....

... ...

....但是慢慢的，隨著彼此的認識愈深，

你開始發現了對方的缺點，

於是問題一個接著一個發生，

你開始煩，累，甚至想要逃避，

有人說愛情就像在撿石頭，

總想撿到一個適合自己的，

但是你又如何知道什麼時候能夠撿到呢？

他/她適合你，那你又適合他/她嗎？

其實，愛情就像磨石子一樣，

或許剛撿到的時候，你不是那麼的滿意，

但是記住人是有彈性的，

很多事情是可以改變的，

只要你有心，有勇氣，

與其到處去撿未知的石頭，

還不如好好的將自己已經擁有的石頭磨亮，你開始磨了嗎？

很多人以為是因為感情淡了，

所以人才會變得懶惰。

錯！

其實是人先被惰性征服，

所以感情才會變淡的。

在某個聚餐的場合，
　　有人提議多吃點蝦對身體好，
　　這時候有個中年男人忽然說「十年前，當我老婆還是我的女朋友的時候,她說要吃十隻蝦，我就剝二十只給她！
　　現在，如果她要我幫她剝蝦殼，開玩笑！我連幫她脫衣服都沒興趣了，還剝蝦殼咧！」
　　聽到了嗎？明白了嗎？
　　難怪越來越多人只想要談一輩子的戀愛，
　　卻遲遲不肯走入婚姻。
　　因為，婚姻容易讓人變得懶惰。
　　
如果每個人都
　　懶得講話、
　　懶得傾聽、
　　懶得製造驚喜、
　　懶得溫柔體貼，
　　那麼夫妻或是情人之間，
　　又怎麼會不漸行漸遠漸無聲呢？

所以請記住：
　　有活力的愛情，
　　是需要適度殷勤灌溉的，
　　談戀愛，更是不可以偷懶的喔！
　　

有一對情侶，相約下班後去用餐，逛街，

可是女孩因為公司會議而延誤了，

當她冒著雨趕到的時候已經遲到了30多分鐘，

他的男朋友很不高興的說：

你每次都這樣，現在我什麼心情也沒了，

我以後再也不會等你了！

剎那間，女孩終於決堤崩潰了，

她心裡在想：或許，他們再也沒有未來了

同樣的在同一個地點，另一對情侶也面臨同樣的處境;

女孩趕到的時候也遲到了半個鐘頭，

他的男朋友說：“我想你一定忙壞了吧！”

接著他為女孩拭去臉上的雨水，並且脫去外套蓋在女孩身上，

此刻，女孩流淚了

但是流過她臉頰的淚卻是溫馨的。

你體會到了嗎？

其實愛，恨往往只是在我們的一念之間！

愛不僅要懂得寬容更要及時，

很多事可能只是在於你心境的轉變罷了！

懂了嗎？

當有個人愛上你，而你也覺得他不錯。

那並不代表你會選擇他。

我們總說：“我要找一個自己很愛很愛的人，才會談戀愛。”

但是當對方問你，怎樣才算是很愛很愛的時候，

你卻無法回答他，因為你自己也不知道。

沒錯，我們總是以為，我們會找到一個自己很愛很愛的人。

可是後來，當我們猛然回首，我們才會發覺自己曾經多麼天真。

假如從來沒有開始，你怎麼知道自己會不會很愛很愛那個人呢？

其實，很愛很愛的感覺，是要在一起經歷了許多事情之後才會發現的。

或許每個人都希望能夠找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侶，

所以，還是仔細看看身邊的人吧！他或許已經等你很久了

當你愛一個人的時候，愛到八分絕對剛剛好。

所有的期待和希望都只有七八分，剩下兩三分用來愛自己。

如果你還繼續愛得更多，很可能會給對方沉重的壓力，讓彼此喘不過氣來，

完全喪失了愛情的樂趣。

所以請記住，

喝酒不要超過六分醉，

吃飯不要超過七分飽，

愛一個人不要超過八分

如果你也正在為愛迷惘，或許下面這段話可以給你一些啟示：

愛一個人，要了解，也要開解;

要道歉，也要道謝;

要認錯，也要改錯;

要體貼，也要體諒;

是接受，而不是忍受;

是寬容，而不是縱容;

是支持，而不是支配;

是慰問，而不是質問;

是傾訴，而不是控訴;

是難忘，而不是遺忘;

是彼此交流，而不是凡事交代;

是為對方默默祈求，

而不是向對方諸多要求;

可以浪漫，但不要浪費;

`*不要隨便牽手，

`*更不要隨便放手

新年快乐

2012-01-26T22:52:00.005+08:00

最近都是忙着做工...
不错! 这样`我就没有时间想三想四~
-22日-
今天是年廿十九(他们说没有廿三十窝)
早放工（5点）`爸爸妈妈特地从家乡回来KL再载我回家乡~
*幸福 ♥
吃打边炉~ :D 很怀念一家人的感觉... ...
大家关心着对方,对彼此一点也不客气`酱才是一家人嘛!
吃到饱饱 :ppp
-those special one will get a special msg`wishes from me-

-23日- 初一
*Happy Chinese New Year*
恭喜发财
红包拿来!
Muahaha xDDD
吃斋~ 看了一整天的戏~ 我是电视迷 xDDD
Too bad! 我竟然在晚上睡着了~ 没办法...太累了：（
我miss了很多东西啊!!! 不甘愿也得接受...

-24日- 初二
日子过得好快哦~ 回太平...
我可爱的Handsome!

*咔嚓*

-25日- 初三
早上就被尖叫声吵醒了... 发生了一些很不愉快的事~
太不应该了... 感性的我哭了...
妹妹没哭`她就是这样（只会为自己而哭） -了解-
晚上吃完晚餐就回KL了~ 今年最早哦!
往年都是初七/初八~ 没办法! 明天得做工了：/

-26日,27日,28日-
每天就是做工,放工... 闲~
有一件超感动的事:
Mabel 特地排长龙买我最喜欢喝的redbean milktea叻! xD

18年以来收过最美的红包!
Prada`虽然前面是kosong的~ *有后面那个名就够了* :D
收到的时候有兴奋了一下`开了过后更兴奋 xD
十块钱~ hey...我不认识他的叻!

从小陪我睡觉的Minnie :)
可怜`她的ribbon被我妹妹弄脱了...
不leng lui了啦! 哈哈~ 没ribbon`好像男生哦~

Safety 1st

2012-01-21T03:47:00.004+08:00

Open house today! :D
2 pair of couples are coming :)
Welcome to Cianhuan's blueHouse! ♥
We play Mahjong`until midnight! 0.0
Hee :D addicted :PPP

Jo(square) was drunk...
Omg! I dunno wad to do to make her comfort...
She was almost blur... & dunno wad she doing~
Luckily MR white is there with her.
I gave he some ice and my handkerchief.
The,boil some hot water. I gave her a glass of warm.

I ate Panadol actifast.
Almost fever & headache. But is okay :)

I drive my myvi go work.
And back with it too! xD
After i rush`bath... Drive out again~
Sud WK call me. I park at roadside.
We meet & wait for Alex...
Since he was still unlock. Feed car 1st!

Shit! I turn into a oneway road!
It was so dangerous & almost bang~
Opps... I'm safe!
Lol~ Went INHouse yum cha... BokMun join us.
They lauf at ma... Too bad x)
Gambling~ *They teach bad me d``` :X
I won =DDD Hee~
Then, Alex drive my car & drop heself`back home.
They said mm fong sam me... Lol!
Okay~ fine :) Accepted.

After he reach his house.
I drive semula...
Lol~ I'm scat! I'm fetching 2 ppl! `pressure`
Finally, I back my house...
It was late! 0330 ♥
Yeah... gotta have a short nap~
*I haven zap my house`wash dishes```
Pack for back hometown`Iron my work uniform...
Urgh! many things lagi... ... ...

Hmm... TQ guys!
I'll safe :D ♥

Work`job

2012-01-19T09:18:00.002+08:00

昨天是我第一天上班...
我穿到很formal噢 ^^

那边的同事也很nice... :)
也不会很累...只是有点闷~
只是坐坐站站... 看路人经过~

只是每天都10点到10点...
还没习惯：/

2 IN 1

2012-01-17T13:03:00.006+08:00

Washing day -16/1-
Just wash my mini bear ♥
Chichak*

My dogs too ♥
Haha xD hang macam rabbit :)

He was happie x)

See~ Messy...
Of course this is before i clean my room...

Noon! Outing v senchung and sunny.
Makan at Nyonya kopitiam, Alam Damai :)
Second round, go snooker.
They teach me :) Owh`I'm a newbie ^^
Third round`fetch Cassie.
Act decide go Klang eat yuk guat cha.
But Cassie said too far le~ She decide go Puchong.
Eat Korean dinner :p
Yummy~~~ NICE!

Today -17/1-
Just back from Jusco,Balakong :)
Bought SEED skinny jeans`formal skirt & SwissPolo formal shoes ♥
Of course got discount!
If not~ Total: RM300++ 0.0!

Thankyou mummy ♥
I SMURF YOU!

sundae

2012-01-16T14:35:00.002+08:00

Imma busy this few day :)
Busy outing...
Busy cleaning my room`house~
Busy work...

Friday night: Out with jimui~ (pm)
Long time no see Christine ad x)
Sat: Act plan to meet Belnda Dar & Fit panda Ming~
But then Night time I gotta work.
So paiseh... Just postpone. sorry!
Sun noon: Out v Chee Hui.
Plan to go MV and gym :)
But I wanted to watch showcase at LM. Lm 1st~^^
Since it was late le. Cancel gym event lur...
Meet his brother at OldTown` ChitChat...
Meet his parents -.- Fine~ Nice walk!
Yum cha at Mamak. My decision! Nice roti canai! :ppp

I dunno how to wash my big dear bear~
But i washed the small 1 ^^
They were so cute& did acc me for whole life...
Yeap... I wun throw them!

一天如一年

2012-01-13T12:48:00.004+08:00

Just wash my car x)

Lol~ he was clean & fresh now!
But his owner-me?
Wet like bathing xD Never mind, my clothes washed~

My lunch is just simple today.
Soup+Rice+Egg ♥

Looks oily? Act not :)

Welcome for anytime

2012-01-12T21:44:00.003+08:00

Wake early & I was so rajin today :)
Help mummy to clean house.

Hmm... I was shocked when I open my fb inbox.
A msg from my fren.
She told she wanna suicide! 0.0!
I call her & she told the trouble she had last night.
Omg! I was blank!
I shouldn't let her with another guy alone.
I ask myself: Does anything chg if I did some objection last night?
Definitely yes! Urgh!!! I hate the stupid me...
She cry badly... T.T
I felt myself was weak... I cant help her anything when she is helpless...
Moody the whole day.

Outing with Nicolas today.
Yeap! He told me his name is special1... No H after C...
We watch a movie.
Mission Impossible 4: Ghost protocol.

Ermmm... Just a normal movie.
The cinema was cold! *sieving the whole movie
Luckily I bring jacket.
Then he say sorry for forget bring jacket for me.
Lol~ Normal laa... wan chase girl maa...
Sorry, I'm shy... ... ... & just like very fu hin...
I'm moody& reali worried. Haiz~

Felt happy :)
Get a free chatime drink: Red bean milk tea ♥

nice! Thankyou AlexSee! Muahaha xD happy~
He was a good man.

Then went Wongkok again.
Have a long time chat...
He try to told me about he... Find topic...
Lol~ I know he trying his best...
But I just xiang shun qi zi ran... ... ...
Be fren 1st loo~ My new fren^^

He ask me for a picture at the end.
He was different at picture compare to his real ppl. x)
Lol~ He say my perfume was just nice... ... ...
Hmm~ I feel so... But...
那个味道`不属于我的... ... ...

-my.place.is.still.preserved.for.someone-
When you wanna check in?
Welcome for anytime :)

sisters

2012-01-11T23:59:00.001+08:00

Outing with Sharon ♥

I know she was very very unhappy!
Then, we sing k...

After dat, I decide to sit v her and have a talk.
Since she was hungry, We ate SushiKing :)
Hmm... I know the reason dat why she was nt happy~
I'm so disapointed to someone.
I tot he was not bad & I wish them!
I felt sad for my friend. :(

Sushi`I long time no eat le.

My favourite! ♥♥♥

Sharon said eat this can养颜 :)

Ate full. Sharon want to watch movie.
Since it was late, I ask mummy for permision and she agree :D
We watch 23:59.
Erm... Singapore ghost movie. Not so horible :)

I hopes she can smile like this every day... ... ...

She ask: Ehh yvonne, you say laa... Would we still fren after 10 years?
I said: sure! We will always contact de maa :)
Hmm... After 10 years I aso 28 jor lur...
Maybe married jor tim? ^^
Haiz... I'm worry on her! :/

Hmm... It is late when i reach home.
I know someone is worry on me too...
Feel warm! But still...
Unbelievable`

bad sleep

2012-01-10T16:51:00.000+08:00

Had a bad sleep last night.
Hmm... not only last night! It should be every night.

Continuously, I'll be panda soon... ... ...

I'm wearing pyjamas & Sharon sud come visit me -.- xD
Haha x) She stand in front my house & I still blur`ing who is her :P
Lol~ Hopes she likes the shirt & the shoes I gift to Edward la :)
She saw my bear & she wanted to take back for Edward ==
Same as my auntie when she saw it...

Lol! Cannot! Mine! Got my smell :PPP

一旦失去她愛著的人 ,就意味著失去了整個世界...

2012-01-10T16:25:00.003+08:00

當女人被男人脫去自己的衣服
一絲不掛的在他面前是需要多少的愛你可知道
女人為什麼會背朝你睡
因為她不喜歡看你的背影
如果你以後抱著她睡
她會安心一整個晚上

你可知道
女人把每一次的愛情
當作是初戀
也是這輩子最後一個來愛

你可知道
女人那麼愛吃醋不是因為不相信你
而是你在她心中太美好
她不希望這種美好倒映在別的女人眼中

你可知道
深愛你的女人在沖你發火以後
自己卻轉身不斷哭泣

你可知道
當女人頂著哭花的臉
走在街上
不管是不是有人在看她時
她的心已經快要死了

你可知道
她只會對她愛的男人嘮叨
也只會對她在乎的人耍性子

你可知道
她的任性她的壞脾氣
其實都只是在對你撒嬌
希望你更重視她

你可知道
假若她不愛你
她根本不會對你發火
不會希望你去哄她
更不會為你掉眼淚
因為她不愛的人沒那本事

你可知道
當你離開她
留下她獨自一人
她有多大的期待和恐懼
而這一切都只是因為她愛你
而這一切都因為你還不夠懂她
女人知道太多不該知道的事情
男人不知道太多該知道的事情

於是.你們爭吵.你認為她脾氣不好.
她認為你不夠遷就她……
於是.你們冷戰.你以為她沒有完全接受你，
她以為你不在乎她……
請給她一個擁抱一個吻.用你的擁抱你的吻
去化解她心裡的悲傷和眼角的淚水.
因為她只是害怕你的冷漠、轉身和安靜

兩個深愛的人在一起，就要
互相包容，互相理解，互相體諒，互相信任，
否則當你們真正失去時將會遺憾終生
否則美好的未來也就在你們自己手中泯滅了！
希望每一個男人都能夠好好珍惜陪伴在你身邊的女人
她們為你付出過，不求回報卻希望你們能夠讀懂，
能夠牽著她們的手堅定地走下去
不要讓愛你的女人流淚
不要讓她傷心更不要讓她絕望和死心！
因為女人一旦真愛了，失去她愛著的人
就意味著失去了整個世界...

Not dating.Just out!

2012-01-10T12:21:00.002+08:00

Monday :)
The second day of 1 week. ( Sun was the 1st day )

KK chicken off today.
So we decided have a date :)
We went to LM... (near my house maa)
He say he jau me :D *quite happy.
He din buli me I jau can tong gei wan shen jor :X

Went WongKok makan makan 1st.
Then went Neway sing k :)
Lol~ 2 ppl damn sienz d laa~
Somemore he was outdated! + dunno chinese word.
Then how to see lyric? Dunno see lyric how sing?
There's a question here x)))

He saw my phone.
He found his contact: Kk Chicken.
Muahaha xDDD lauf sei me!
He was ignore it and change to Kk Lengzai... lol!
-childish-

Haha xD he's my ex 3(cube)... Lol~ sound weird xD
Yet, we are Bestfren now. Other than that, N.O.
Hmm... long time din see he le laa~
But he was still no changes at all... ( I meant outlook)
He was still slim!!! ish! He always lauf at me dat I'm fat :(
Hmmp! 1 day I must lauf at he when he become fat! see ya~
He becomes mature le...
He will pay for me when bill! *miracle
But lastly, I aso gt give back he la~ :)
Hmm, He got his aim for his future & was prepare for the challenge.
And how about myself? Still blur yet... ... ... :/

1st weekend

2012-01-09T10:29:00.011+08:00

-Last Sat night- 7/1/2011
Going to a wedding dinner :)
Prepare to eat a lot! Muahaha xDDD

Of course, at house ban leng leng 1st :p
I make up! & wear the fake eye lash.
Haha xD my eyes got become bigger?

seems no effect -.-
Got laa~ Bigger... a bit...

不是很喜欢化妆的倩环...
第一,我的化妆技术很差.
第二,很不真实...

：ppp

哈哈 xD 扮可爱

Continue soon。。。

接下来是我亲爱的Handsome ：3

He paiseh ：DDD
这是早上做的龟菱膏 :)
放在冰橱里面冰冰~

要出发啦 xD
3母女要穿的鞋... 白色的高根,是我的最爱!
克色的是我妈咪的. 最后是妹妹的~

-insidecar-
-喜来登半山巴海鲜酒家-
Prepare to eat! Wuhoo~ Makan makan...

Mummy with mei mei~

13th table!

菜单：D

Just ignore behind me behind dat uncle :P

Daddy Mummy! *love

Haha xD noob mei mei :P

Welcome :)))

Hoho xD I'm 花小姐 >.^

Sisters! :p (she says wan)

The diff of aunty and little gals :X

My models x)

I'mma jie jie :P

Lalala~~~

Make up crew... Mine!

MBear: Harloe everybody :)

Paparazi there!~ 0.0

Freeze like a doll. Does me? ;)

I'm childish & i know it ^^

8/1/2001 -Sunday-
Went to Sunway Pyramid :)
Bought some CNY shirts~ I'm Tired... ... ...

Sunday look! 1st try~
Not bad...
Damn nice...
Quite good! xDDD

ten thirty

2012-01-07T11:54:00.004+08:00

Cant believe dat I wake up on 10.30 today!

When I'm wake, I see my phone...
Hmm? 10.30? 0.0
Lol~ I get shock and not believe...
Maybe my phone sot?
But after I go down to living room.
Then only I accept it as truth :)

Owh~ 1st time lerh! xD
Maybe is got air condition d problem?
yea~ I think so... ... ...
Hmm~ Had a bad dream last night.
Ish~ Why cant stop it? tired of it ad~

Have a dinner tonight~
Too bad. I cant drive out :/

Copy paste

2012-01-06T12:53:00.003+08:00

在社会大学：当你满脑子想着钱的时候，你已经开始失忆了，请不要让自己继续沉淀到你失去所有一切。请努力记起你曾经很热血沸腾去做的每一件事，你对生命的那份热诚与使命感，你答应要用心去爱和珍惜的每一个人，为你想要他们幸福的人不计较做的每一件事。因为爱，所以更要懂得学会去爱，不是斤斤计较。

Copy from my senior: Iyee
I found dat her status(above) was meaningful & truth.
So, i asked her for sharing at my blog.
I hopes everyone can reali understand this.♥

outing

2012-01-06T11:39:00.007+08:00

Owh~ my interview was failed. :/
They need a long term staff. Unfortunately, I'm not.
Mid Valley`ed.
Haha~ I stole my mum's camara :X
If let her know, I'll been chop like the beef.

Reach Ireland's potato! xDDD
I'm so excited been there! finally~~~ ;)

1set I called.
Then share share lur~

Haha xD i like this pic! -takenbyipad2-
Awesome :ppp

Leng zai lerh? xD
Haha~ damn si men d lerh!
Mau introduce? Kindly comment to me :D

Haha xD hatter!

Lol~ there was some幕后花絮：ppp
Taken by Shinnee. *not Shinee :D

I'll visit again! Yummy~
Although it was bad than Sunway's 1...

We had our lunch at KFC!
His favourite :)
I just bought a snack box. Since i had eaten 1 set of Ireland's potato :)

The snack box was... Mini. Macam kitchy meow eat d. lol -.-

Then we backed. Meet KC at station1.
Gambling`Dinner`Chit chat. -until 11something night-
Lol~ My dad did 连环 call.
Hee :D paiseh... Ish~ my guai guai lui image break ad :p

I'm tired.

At last, I realise: i'm not reali happy. =]
I dunno why, Just feel like less something in heart.
I try to make myself busy, happy, outings...
I wish i can forget everything about you`in my life.

Too bad. The nightmare never stop...
I found my tears when I'm wake. :/

misseu...

2012-01-04T21:45:00.002+08:00

Had an interview tomorrow~
An office work as general clerk.
Just stay in front the computer I think.
Just near by my house.
Hmm~ Shun shun li li barh~ :)

I miss you.

again

2012-01-04T09:59:00.000+08:00

As usual, nightmare again... ... ...

Ireland's potato

2012-01-03T13:30:00.004+08:00

Owh~ Me and my sister was miss it a lot!

Guess wad? Ireland's potato!!!

A aunty just came in my house & saw me cooking.
Aunty( to mummy ): waa! your daughter know how to cook! (admire)

Haha~ xD

Date me tomorrow! :(
I duwan to stay at house... Nope, should be i cant!
preventing... ANTI!

Shared

2012-01-03T12:43:00.002+08:00

沒有合適不合適、只有珍惜不珍惜

剛搬進這個房子的那天，她整理完全部的東西，最後拿出一個非常精緻的玻璃瓶，對他說道：“親愛的，3個月內，你讓我每哭一次，我就往裡面加一滴水，代表我的眼淚。要是它滿了，我就收拾我的東西離開這房子。”

愛沒有合不合適，只有珍惜不珍惜男人不以為然，有點納悶：“你們女人也太神經質了吧！就這麼不信任我麼，那還有什麼可談？我讓你搬過來和我一起生活，是為了照顧你，不是欺負你的！”

女人說：“好男人不會讓心愛的女人受一點點傷，我會記錄下我為什麼流淚，不會是莫名其妙的。”

“那好吧，抱抱～！”

兩個月後，女人把那瓶子給男人看，說：“已經滿一半了，在兩個月內，我們是否有必要查看一下是什麼問題呢？”說完遞了一本精緻的小筆記本給男人。

男人沒有馬上打開來看，他的表情裡有一絲驚訝，還有點哭笑不得的意味，似乎沒有想到女人的眼淚可以這麼多，盛得這麼快，又覺得女人是小題大作了，但是很可愛。

他打開本子開始看，驚訝女人怎麼寫了那麼多。男人一邊看著，女人一邊說話：“第一次吵架，是在第3天，而且還是一大早，你剛醒來有點懵懂，擠的牙膏不知道怎麼的飛到鏡子上了，那是我剛擦乾淨的，我說你連擠牙膏都不會啊，你就來脾氣了，然後吵起來……”

男人沉默著。女人繼續說：“有天晚上我讓你幫洗下那幾件衣服，因為水太涼，你只顧著玩遊戲遲遲不肯動，後來吵起來，我很失望你忘記了我的生理期不能碰冷水，委屈……”

“還有一次，我很累了，你還不肯去洗澡睡覺，明明知道我特敏感，有點神經衰弱，哪怕一點點敲鍵盤的聲音都能讓我難以入睡，我一情急就說了你這個人自私的話，我們吵起來，你說了一大堆辯論自己不自私自私的人是我之後甩門出去上網通宵，我打你電話你沒拿我又不敢自己一個人去找你……”

女人這時候有點激動了，眼球開始泛紅，說：“還有一次……”男人打斷了她的話，“親愛的，別說了……”

沉默…長久的沉默……

還是女人打破了沉默：“是不是我們真的不合適？如果是這樣，結婚了還是會離婚吧？我們的個性都那麼強，誰都不肯退讓。”

氣氛有點尷尬。

本子裡記錄的事情都是那麼細小的事情，每次吵架的原因都是那麼的簡單，男人看著這本子，似乎在體會著女人的心情，大男子是不會去計較這些小事，原本覺得每次和好之後都沒事，女人就愛拿這些來說事，但是當他認真去看的時候，他也開始難過了，女人很細心，把事件、心情都寫了，還自己總結了一下原因。原來最微小的事情累積起來是很讓人痛苦的，他看得出，女人從失望慢慢變成絕望。

他想，大概是因為每次吵架，兩人都是喜歡在吵架中找出對方不愛自己的證據。他突然意識到，這是個很嚴重的問題！而且每次吵架，雙方都是在心情不穩定的時候，就是還有別的煩心事的時候，把不好的情緒帶進了兩個人的生活裡。

“親愛的別難過……”男人終於說話了：“我請個假，我們去旅遊吧。”

他們去了第一次一起旅遊的地方，太多美好的回憶被喚起，原來彼此是那麼深深地愛著對方，這時的女人特別溫柔，這時的男人特別體貼。

“親愛的，你還認為我們結婚的話，會離婚麼？”男人問。

“我想不是我們不合適，像現在，我們是那麼快樂，一切都那麼美好，可是一回到我們的現實生活裡，為什麼就變了呢？”

“親愛的，難道我們現在不在現實裡嗎？”

“……”女人楞了。

“因為那時候我們都把注意力集中在負面的事物上並且放大了那些負面的心情。並且喜歡找對方不愛自己的證據，然後彼此個性都很倔不肯服輸太要面子。”

女人覺得確實是如此，原來，雙方只是需要一點點忍讓，一點點包容。男人帶她回顧這初次旅遊的地點，是真的用心了，想起那時候他們在一起還不久，為了讓對方覺得自己好，都表現出自己最好的一面。

“還有半個月，如果那瓶子還是半瓶，那麼，親愛的，嫁給我吧！”

女人鑽進男人懷裡笑開了顏

後來他們結婚了。很少再吵架。如果粗心的男人不小心碰掉了杯子，女人不會再開口就罵，因為在女人開口之前，男人已經在道歉，說對不起，都是我不小心的，賠兩個給老婆！老婆儘管去選你喜歡的！女人就笑了，然後說，不用買啦，反正還有杯子，再說也不都是你的錯，怪我自己沒把杯子放好，讓你碰到啦！

原來真的沒有合適不合適，只有珍惜不珍惜，能一起走一起進步是幸福的...

请别爱这样的女孩

她有点懒，她不擅长做家务。

她独立，也好强，她宁愿忍受太多的寂寞和痛苦也不愿意向别人提起。

但其实骨子里，渴望有一个避风港湾，让她去依靠。但她不会承认。

她必须确定那个人是否可以承受得了这一切的，承受她的撒娇，她的无理取闹，她的倔强，她的悲观，她所有的性格缺陷且永远不离不弃。

只有这样，她才放心，可以放心去继续做自己，不会害怕有一天将要面对失去。如果没有，那么她只好继续寂寞和孤独。

她对爱情没有安全感，也不会给别人安全感。

她一定要对方先流露出对她有好感，她才散发她的热情。她爱的永远是对她最好的那个，那个好她心里是有一个标准的，你的积分超过了那条线，她会爱上你，但大多数人没超过线之前就离开了，或者超过了之后没等她看到就离开了。

其实她要的并不多，她要的只是一个温暖的家。对她来说太重要了，虽然在她们口中说出来的却是：我不需要爱情。

当你紧张他的异性朋友，她会一面跟你说，他只是我的谁谁谁，却一面偷偷在意你的感受。。。

对她们而言，唯一具备杀伤力的只有感情，感情如果受到挫折，要么毁了她们，要么成就了她们。从此更加漠然，专注于事业。

她分手后完全不会像其他座在人面前要死要活，她嬉笑怒闹，变得更加开朗。在听到朋友说有关他的话题时，从不刻意回避，她适当参与，淡然微笑，她的表现总会遭人怀疑这段感情的深浅，而人群中只有那些知道背后情节的人才看见她背后的眼泪和努力。

她从来不会在情人面前大声哭泣，除非她真的崩溃了。

即使在你爱着她的时候，她也会胡思乱想让自己悲伤。

如果你看到她的眼泪，请相信这绝不是她在博取同情，这是她这样一颗内心骄傲的女子不得己的场景。

她想对你负责，对她负责，对自己的过去和未来负责，但请你不要轻易给她承诺和誓言。她很难相信。

即使她很难相信，但她还是会选择等待。

她的伤初始浓烈似酒，很快就会变为一杯水，却让水渗入生活成为点点滴滴.她选择在其中淡定，在其中沉默和内伤。

她就是这样，强势，霸道，任性。。。

不会讨人欢心，死要面子，她爱朋友多过你。

她最有保护欲，最没有秘密。

最暴躁，最善变，最没耐心，最冲动，最耐不住寂寞却又喜欢假惺惺的让自己一个人呆着。

有时候她又充满阳光的气息，爱笑爱说话，活蹦乱跳，可爱迷人。。

她很自私，只愿意与人同甘，不愿意让别人跟她共苦。

她的家庭不一定很是富裕，但她都是习惯了养尊处优。

她喜欢热闹，总会成为聚会的焦点，前提是她想。

她也享受孤独，会静坐在一个人的房间听着很伤感的音乐。

她也会一整天呆在房间里心情压抑低落，但第二天一早起来，又会轻轻松松的打理一切，慌慌忙忙的拽着大衣拎着包往外冲。

她习惯在人前表现的很坚强，一付大女子主义的模样。

她会想，遇到真正懂她爱她宠她的人，她就一定就会很安静，心甘情愿的安静下来，不烦，不闹，按时吃饭按时睡觉，按时做一切能安心和他一起做的事情。

她从不轻言爱，她的爱很沉默，那并非是因为她缺少那份勇气，在她的心里有一道栅栏，那就是自尊。

她看得比生命更尊贵的自尊。

如果有一个这样的女孩对你说她爱你，那就代表在她的心里你的分量胜过了她的自尊。

你不了解她，不懂她的好，就别爱她。她会在真正爱她的人面前卸掉所有的盔甲和伪装，做个幸福的小女人，她不要求你要做什么，不会无理取闹要你陪着她，她有自己的生活，她给你空间因为她也需要空间。

她也会幻想，在遇到真正的他时，会在他累的时候悄悄熬上点营养粥，然后说，看你这么不辞劳累本姑娘心情又不错犒劳犒劳你。

她在你面前永远性感调皮，偶尔撒撒娇，跟你玩陌生人的游戏，在你的朋友面前从来大方得体，微笑的依偎在你身边。

她不让你给她买这买那，她会说，我啊，是大女人，不喜欢男人给我买单。。。但是心里却会为你私自买给她的礼物而暗自开心，因为女人觉得那是你的宠爱。

她在意的是你的心，你若真心，她必然实意。最起码你得表现的真心，能让她感觉得到。

她会经常冒出些新鲜的想法来调剂生活，她的多变有时会让你不安。

终有一天，她的敏感在你的呵护下慢慢消失不见，她的倔强被你的保护软化，她的伪装在你面前被轻易识穿。。。

得到她，别骄傲，因为没人可以吃定她。

只有懂她的人，才会得到她的好。

她有时是有些迟钝的，在感情方面，但有时很敏感，因为她在乎。

她有时想，当她遇上生命中的那个人，会爱的多么浓烈，她渴望那种不计后果的极致，然后在强烈的碰撞中享受那种心痛感。

所以，别爱这样的女孩，她太偏激，太虚伪，太粗心，又太神经质，太难伺候，太不温柔。。。

如果你没勇气，没能力可以坚持爱她，就别爱她。

因为如果你会离开，她的心将会永远冰封，再也不会为任何人打开。。。。

nightmare

2012-01-03T10:15:00.003+08:00

Urgh! Another bad sleep again.

I cant reali sleep deeply every day.

My sister always complain me dat I'm was noisy last night.

I had nightmare.

I dunno wads the story. I'm totally forget.

I just know my heartbeat was so fast & just like gonna pop out from my body.

I try to rewind back at the next morning.

But, failed. Then I ask sister, she say dunnno -.-

Aiyo... I wan a sweet dream T.T

Yesterday, went to LM with 2jie,3 jie and jie fu~

4 ppl again. Hmm... I had my 2nd chatime :)

So sad. -cant take picture-

As normal, chit chat, shopping, walk walk loo~

We makan lok lok! excited! I long long time din eat le xD

Lol~ damn expensive.

Then we go 3jie's shop.

She belanja us makan 'gon chau ho' :D

Nice! *like But i prefer 'yuet gwong ho' :/

Hee :) i fetch Sinnee back house lerh! :ppp

Waiting for the second time!

Ish! I want my car MOVE!!!!!!

Last night, went jusco Balakong.

Dint buy dou any shirt o~

But then I found a cute mini shirt for baby!

I bought for Edward :)

But sorry~ I macam take wrong size -.-

Take jor a 8-12month d... Lol~ too big! He's just a 2 month baby~

Haha~ I never see he lerh.

I hopes 1 day I can drive my myvi and go visit he~

Crying for the new year

2012-01-01T03:34:00.005+08:00

Happy NEW Year`2012!
But me`Cianhuan is not happy at all...
My brain is just pop out: WTF! WTH!

But 1stly I have to thx my ji mui and jiefu.
They work is bcz of me...
They support me and all my stupid decision.
Sorry laa~ I know I am...
Wad for I'm going to?
Money? Mayb I'm lack of it, But must I had it?
Go to a far far place... & work until midnight.
Have to keep it from parents...
Sacrifice my countdown events with family & fren.
Then did my best for calling ppl for work...
You think I'm reali like to did it?
Every ppl aso advice me don't.
I can flies aeroplane. But did I?
Even sick till wan die le, I'm going aso...
At the end? I dunno wad and why I doing for...
*bang wall

I get a sad answer at the end.
I turn away and just go away but my tear is fallin`
At fren's car, I hopes he can ignored me and never know I'm crying.
But, Failed. 2jie call me. I know she is worry me...
So sorry, I'm just like a little gal & she always had to worry me.
He heard my sigh. Thankyou for your tissue.
He said I'm been men men bu le during work time.
Owh,did I? I rewind bac, Yea... I did :(
He was surprised when heard me said what the fuck.
Seriously, I'm hate to say bad words.
He try to comfort me.
Another ppl worry on me... lol~ unwanted!
I reach home. get a call from Sunny.
Tears drop again... He was trying hard to cheer me up...
He done. But later on? -angrying myself-
Act decided to drive out dou feng.
Bend by he... And finally I promised he:
I'll just drive out at early morning`not midnight.

In this 'HAPPY' night...
I'm been cried for few times ad...
Just now most serious...
After i receive a msg.
I bang my phone and it almost break into half I think.
Luckily it's just drop at the table...
And you ask: wad happen to me?
Ya... Wad happen to me?!
Died. BECAUSE OF YOU.

Unforgettable.
Wad a bad start for my 2012.
Suan liao laa suan liao laa...
I always lai dat comfort myself.
Did i'm reali comfort? Not reali.
but`欺骗多了,连自己也会相信是真的...

虚伪`只因为你不再相信...
真实`只因为我还爱...

Mine mine

2011-12-29T21:05:00.003+08:00

Why must you have to hurt me?
You know how sad am I?

You know dat I wun care!
It doesn't matter!
Why you cant understand it?

Heard a song *new song.
It's comfort me~ Quite nice... Peace song.
*like

周杰伦 - mine mine
词：周杰伦曲：周杰伦
没有你的生活我开始写小说
好多画面好多灵感我要把稿费都给你
巷口不小心经过你的车子依旧停在红线帮你缴罚单
你叫我别管我才想到我们已经分开
想起那一个夏天那不是那不是那是冬天
想起你生气的脸每天就像冬天唉唉唉
你说那是爱爱爱
谁该坚强起来月亮还是太阳是谁遮了谁是谁都会依赖
你说已分开为什么还要帮你撑伞
Cuz baby you are mine mine(Mine..。。)
Mine mine(Mine..。。)
太快就承认我真的很想你
会不会没有男子气概 You say
Bye-bye(Bye )
Oh bye-bye(Bye )
拆开我的心随你看满满的都是爱
我的眼皮跳一下代表你在想我
我的耳朵痒一下代表你在讲我坏话
我没这么不好吧不用跟朋友说吧
如果以后和好了看到你朋友不是很尴尬
想起那一个夏天那不是那不是那是冬天
想起你生气的脸每天就像冬天唉唉唉
你说那是爱爱爱
骗谁我说的气话都收回
我写的小说根本是空白黑夜
你说既然已分开为何还要帮你撑伞
唛唛你唛搁唛搁偷偷离开
唛唛你唛搁唛搁偷偷离开
唛惊我不会放你一人治那你想祙有人靠有人会疼
唛呐你雨伞雨伞赶紧打开
唛呐你雨伞雨伞赶紧打开
唛闹落大雨你淋雨我艰苦落大雨我没你会艰苦
Cuz baby you are mine mine(Mine )
Mine mine(Mine )
太快就承认我真的很想你
会不会没有男子气概 You say
唛呐你雨伞雨伞赶紧打开
唛呐你雨伞雨伞赶紧打开
唛闹落大雨你淋雨我艰苦
落大雨我没你会艰苦
会艰苦

Sick face`
flooded eyes`
I'm silly...

天枰

2011-12-29T19:14:00.000+08:00

天秤座的人心地善良有古道熱腸和仁愛之心富同情心，
而看重感情處事力求公正與中庸不願偏激誠實溫和，
是個理想主義者生性浪漫有自我犧牲的傾向，
個性堅強聰明進取具有靈活而好質問的腦子常有非凡的構想。

天秤很容易受傷、很容易自卑、很容易滿足、很容易愛上一個人、
很容易流淚。
但是很難走出悲傷、很難忘記一個人、很難背叛友情和愛情、
很難有心機很難拒絕很難對得起自己。
天秤寧願犧牲自己的利益都會保全他人的利益天秤真的值得深交。

追求完美的秤子一直在等一份不帶瑕疵的愛，秤子不會隨便愛，
可一旦愛了，便奮不顧身。
單身的秤子執著堅持寧缺毋濫，很多人以為他高要求，
其實只有枰子知道他只想找對感覺。
一旦交往了傻傻的秤子便會掏心掏肺付出無怨無悔去愛。
秤子是個敏感脆弱的星座拍拖時對方就是他們的整個世界。

天秤有時候心裡會莫名的難受，
不知為了什麼有時候同周圍的人說說笑笑，
卻覺得異常寂寞和孤獨，
靜靜的看著窗外會覺得自己是個容易被遺忘的人。

有時候，冷眼看著身邊的人吵吵鬧鬧。
有時候覺得這個世界真的很假很虛偽真想就從這個世界上消失。

別以為善於交際的天秤擁有非常好的脾氣那就大錯特錯了。
如果他從來沒有對一個人大發脾氣，
那麼只能說明一點他沒有把這個人當作真正的朋友，
證明此人還沒有真正的走進他的內心深處，至少尚還有一絲距離。
一般天秤座的人在自己十分親近的人面前都會比較放鬆，
但也容易發脾氣。

天秤給人的感覺永遠是氣質優雅，
好像不會生氣總是很溫和的態度對誰都很好的。
其實私底下也只會在很親近的人面前表現出懶散的無理取鬧的樣子。
秤子都是比較理性的，
很少會感情用事在衡量中會給人猶豫不定的感覺，
如果給她一點時間那絕對的會很乾脆利落。

天秤座的人心中總是放著一桿平衡的秤，
不喜歡平靜的生活突然被打破有著協調愛好和平的性格。

天秤的守護星是維納斯，
他對於美與和諧有著自己的喜好和唯美的見解。
天秤天生外形優雅舉止溫柔大方，
無論男生女生都有難能可貴的高雅品質，
身上總是會蘊藏著藝術的才華和靈感。

天枰 Libra ♥

Under

2011-12-29T14:07:00.004+08:00

My room is gonna flood...

my heart is was just like seperate to half...

I'm blank...

Tears is continues...

I cant stop it...

My hand is sweating...

I dunno wad to do...

wat wrong v me...

why i'm kinda down?

-under the hell-

Cianhuan is gonna flood her room`house,whole KL.

I'm sick

2011-12-28T22:18:00.001+08:00

Cough 99
felt cold
no appetite
vomit
blur
sleepy

I duwan to visit a doctor! T.T
I hate medicine.

我也不想的

2011-12-28T12:31:00.005+08:00

WTF! *blank`ing

你知道那句话有多伤人吗?

爱一个不爱我的人`已经够辛苦了...

你记得我曾经告诉过你: 我是一个拿得起,却不愿意放手的人吗?

我想你已经忘记你是怎么回答我了 :]

不要问我几时问过, 我不是律师,我不是你...

我记性不是很好, 但不代表没有发生过~

我知道`没有我, 你的生活一样可以过得很好...

所以, 请你不要来炫耀`这样只会让我过得更不好...

我的生活,也有很多个‘以前’的你...

如果你还没出现,或许我还会相信...

追不到的就是女神,

我不想再成为被另外一个你`玩厌后就随手就丢的垃圾!

你不用内疚, 那不像你...

最痛的不是在于你爱不爱我，
而是明知道你不爱我，
我还傻傻的在等待....
我其实并没有那么的幼稚,
只是比较天真, 容易相信~
所以, 请你不要做一些比我更幼稚的事...

smile

2011-12-28T11:57:00.005+08:00

Let's share something true :)

Ohya! ps: 大家請注意 !!~

请不要在 12 月 31 日晚上 11 时 59 分上廁所 !!~

不然你們要明年才能出來哦!!~

Lol~ xDDD

整个肺就要给我咳出来了!

last week

2011-12-27T10:17:00.003+08:00

My hair was straight now! :D
But... Ish~ Have to tahan for few days to... ... ...
So` Dun date me in this 3 days :(

-cracked throat-

It was the last month of 2011 le~

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会发疯似地找我？然后因为找不到我而难过？

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会无数次的点击我的FB，看看我留下的痕迹？

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会认真地用心地看我FB里的每一篇日志？

然后理解我当初多么地珍惜你？

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会在半夜突然醒来，想我想到泣不成声？

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会每天开着MSN等我？当你看到好友上线时心中一阵紧张，以为是我？

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会看那无聊的喜剧流泪？然后狠狠地想我？

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会在街上走的时候想到我？想到蹲在地上痛哭？

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会在最快乐的时候想到我？想让我和你一起分享你的快乐？

如果有一天，我突然消失了，你会不会觉得你是想我的，其实你很在乎我？

如果有一天，我突然消失了，我一定不会回头…而你要忘了我，继续幸福地过你的生活！

是不是我真的消失了，你才会发觉身边有个我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才会想起来珍惜我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才知道怎样来珍惜我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才会感觉到当初我是多么得珍惜你？

是不是我真的消失了，你才舍得给我一丝可怜？你才会明白你真的失去了我？

是不是我真的消失了，你才懂得什么是真正的爱…….

圣诞节快乐

2011-12-25T21:38:00.005+08:00

跟大家说声: 圣诞节快乐 :)
我也对我自己说: Merry Christmas ♥

恭喜倩环! 就快24小时没睡了~ 就快要坐神台了...
Haiz... 拜人所赐! 你开心咯!

今年圣诞节`最刻骨铭心`最特别~♥
Christmas Eve 到 C Beach Cafe 去做工,
我也不懂自己吃了什么药,竟然跑到酱远工作~
还要托姐妹下水的那种...不好意思~
但`还蛮开心的~可以一起在烟花底下看烟花,
一起倒数,互相祝福... 一起玩 snow spray,,,
Hehe~ 弄到整身都是snow ♥

对不起,我知道我很扫兴 :]
心情总很容易的被牵走~
我比较贪心, 会要求回报...

Seriously：
倩环啊倩环,我对你很失望,答应自己的事没做,
每天只是自欺欺人,让自己往地狱越踩越深...
每天搞到自己那样做么? 总是喜欢把自己搞到伤痕累累才甘愿~
笨女孩 T.T
原谅以后还是原谅`伤了还要自己默默地舔伤.
明知`却又故犯! Urgh! 真是傻到贴底,天真!
只给多你一次努力的机会,最后一次`
努力过后就算了,至少曾经努力过...
为爱惜`疼爱你的人`自己,感到珍惜与快乐,幸福 ♥

今天凌晨6点,跟两位姐姐到教会去观赏他们的运动会‘
哈哈~ 他们是黄组耶! xD
嗯`学到了很多东西,他们互相分享,不分彼此,互相鼓励~
我被他们的精神感染到~ 呵呵`他们把幸福与希望传给了我,谢谢 =)
幸福的公主`快乐的天使`我也祝福你们 :)
每次听姐他们说要开会,其实我也很好奇,他们开会的内容,
今天终于可以亲身体验啦! xD 也明白了很多东西~
*姐夫,请别羡慕 :ppp

Hee :D 多谢两位姐姐的收留~♥
Kamsahamida` 还有姐夫...
庆幸有你们,一直在我身边陪我,开导我,
最重要就是提醒我... (我有健忘症 :X)
还有你们的包容... (我知道我很任性 *偶尔而已 ^^)

没有你们,倩环会怎么办?
不知道...或许就只会蹲在路边哭一整晚了 :)
倩环并没有你看得那样坚强,
但她什么时候变得那么容易哭,就不懂了~
或许`她只想哭累自己...累得让她自己想放弃`不再执著~

爱的鼓励（pakpak pakpakpak pakpakpakpak pakpak)♥
没有你怎麽办?像我现在无法入眠,只想要和你聊聊天
没有你怎麽办?像我现在无法入眠,只想要你在我身边`在我身边... ...
I LOVE YOU`I MISS YOU

Badminton```

2011-12-23T18:11:00.002+08:00

Last night -watching tv-
Jojo (sms): we come a
Lol~ come? I'm blur! @@ Call her.
:Oooi~ ni jiang shen me come o?
:Har? i send wrong msg a?
:ni xianzai shang qu huan yi jian yi, ran hou kai men chu lai.
0.0 Har? xia mi?
:This is an order!
O... oo... o~

I changed my clothes. They 'hon' me ==
Went out to yum cha! xD In house, Sri Bahtera.
1st time go :) This time i'm smart! Take key out~
Plan to go play badminton at the next day~

Next day! ( Today )
Wake at 7~ Mummy get shocked that I'm wake so so early :p
I went 2jie house 1st then go find the piggy tree!
She was still sleeping!!! When we reach her house`

Act go for The challenger.
Haven open yet~ Lol~ ==
Then we go to Pusat komuniti Bukit Cheras.
Wow! There was nice and clean!~

Macam lap sap :DDD

Mine! :D

Tired! Whole body macam san ad~
I know I'm strongless~ Blek :ppp

无言`矛盾

2011-12-22T15:49:00.002+08:00

我问爸爸: 为什么会戒不到烟的嘞?
爸爸回答: 如果你戒到电话，我就戒到烟!~

无言 -.-

可怜~ 被妈咪禁买东西了...
原本打算要买电话`s.Multiview... ... 旅行`
全部统统泡汤了... :(
要供车... 为自己的车负责任~
开心之余, 又很压力...

矛盾 -.-

因为，我不是你最喜欢的人

2011-12-21T15:47:00.001+08:00

因为我不是你最喜欢的人.

所以你可以心血来潮的时候发短信打电话嘘寒问暖，
但当我真的想你时，你却不会在我身边。

因为我不是你最喜欢的人.

所以高兴时你会让我觉得我是世界上最幸福的人，
让我以为那就是爱情；
不开心的时候，全世界都和你有联系，除了我，
因为我不是你最喜欢的人，所以我不能帮你分担你的难过.

因为我不是你最喜欢的人.

所以对于你来说，你来找我时，我必须得出现，
但我在找你时，我却是不能打扰你的那个存在.

因为我不是你最喜欢的人.

所以我的去向，我的生活你只有在你想要过问时问问，
我却视若珍宝，满心欢喜，到头来都是自欺欺人.

因为我不是你最喜欢的人.

所以就算我们在一起了，我也不能过问你以前的，
现在的，未来的，种种的想法.
因为我不是你最喜欢的人.

所以和我的联系只出现在你想要的范围内.
因为我不是你最喜欢的人.

所以就算是在一起还要当做暧昧来存在.

因为我不是你最喜欢的人.

所以我们的很多事情都不能公开.

因为我不是你最喜欢的人.

所以我们随时都可能分开，而不需要理由.

因为我不是你最喜欢的人.

但你是我最爱的人.

所以，只能有我爱你，却不能有你爱我出现.

因为我不是你最喜欢的人，但你却是我最爱的人.

所以，我们之间不完全的公平也不存在.
所有的一切，都只因为，我不是你最喜欢的人.

*like*

Open house <,3

2011-12-21T11:14:00.002+08:00

Went to Jusco,Balakong yesterday :)
Bought some... -private- :X
Haha~ Aunty paid for me~ xD
But at last, my mummy pay back to her~ ♥

He asked me to go for the party...
Called me for *hundred times...
I rejected he for ninety-nine times~
Haha~~ agree at the las time...
Lol~ Bu xiang go... But *shame to say no le...
My mummy agreed too -.-
Ate panadol ♥ ( relieves headache 'chemistry' )

Went to his new house,
Normally loo... Eat`chit chat... Sienz~
See dou his face more sienz!
Excuse me! You owe me! Not I owe you! URGH!!!
Deng! I calm down myself & just act normal...
I tell myself : '' I forgot everything! ''
Perhaps my acting was natural~

They are gambling! o...ou~ (13 pl)

I'm there! Can spot me? ♥
Hmm~ I'm not gambling! Just playing cards :)
12 ++ am only reach house...
Mummy waited again~ Haiz... Ngo dou mm xiong gaa`

Hwaiting... ♥
For? Aiks...
请不要假装对我好，我很傻，会当真.

I tot it was just a dream ♥

Hwaiting```

2011-12-19T11:42:00.003+08:00

Belated again :)
Back from my hometown & prepared for the EDU Fair!

Meet Sinnee, Shimin, Jojo at station, Bandar Tasik Selatan.
Went Mid valley by KTM~ ( the 2nd time i take KTM ) =)
Round the fair`This time we didn't take any information/flyers!
Because I ald had many in my house :PPP

Ooops! Lunch time! xD
I had a great delicious lunch at Mid Valley Megamall.

'' Grilled Chicken with Sausage ''

Nice decoration!
Hohoho~ Merry Christmas!

How can we forget to take [picture]?
This is my 3jie, Jojo ♥

I ♥ cherry!

Hee~ My 1st cup of Chatime in my life :)

Red Bean Milk Tea-R ♥

-The Garden Mall-

Blinkin` *.*

A nice day ♥

I love to stay with you all! TQ so much^^

But` all I want still is... YOU!

Piggy here :p

2011-12-17T11:28:00.009+08:00

Good Morning buddies! :) ♥
-Still morning wad- 11:31am

But I'm gonna sharing about yesterday~
Sorry for my belated~ ( I'm always late ) :P

Being piggy at house!
Piggy lifestyle you know? Haha~ It's just sleep & MAKAN~ ♥
Indirect, I'm Fat~ Owh... Fat piggy :(
No wonder my fren call me Fei Huan` Hurts... ... ...(act) Hee :DDD
As usual~ I ate :]

Wad a great breakfast rite?
ZIP! (bite) YUMMY~~~ Haha! Dun jelous :PPP ♥

Lol~ My mummy was beh tahan my RELAX lifestyle...
Keep find work/job for me~
Haiyo... pity geh maa :O Just ngam ngam finish a big exam! :(

Help daddy to do account~
The thousand number see till me blur~ But! It's a easy job!
Muahaha~ My brain works! (can be proven)

Night time would be a happy session.
After fetch my sister go her old fren's house for a party,
I ate dinner with daddy`
But of course` It was a silent dinner~
Hmm... Daddy & I love peaceful` ♥
Somemore! we are 血浓于水, 心照 geh maa! xDDD

Meet 2jie & jiefu at pm...
Decided to watch Alvin and Chipmunks.

Unfortunately! Full seated~ haiz~~~ ~~~
Never mind! I'll watch soon! Hor? Erm erm erm... ... ...

Rain again`
Went to C Beach Cafe.
Haha~ We are lost... Wrong fun fair laa~ LSM!~
Aiyo... sorry sorry... Paiseh :P Btw~ Thankyou Jiefu & 2jie! ♥
Chit chat & play cards there~
Lol~ I'm sitting btw 2 pairs of couple! -.-
So sweet laa them... Beh tahan~~~ Hehe :D
I ordered Leo ( drink's name ) ♥
It's nice! Hmm... Get into my favourite list ad~ Erm, FIRST PLACE!
Haha~~~ Congratulation!

Another sweet night ♥
It's not a dream hor? Unbelievable... :)
Thanks for fetching me back home~
Scolded by Mummy... I'm even late to back house than her :P
Hmm... my ''guai guai lui'' image broke le! :X :DDD

Owh~ I'm...
Fallin' ( sweet smile )
with you...

M.E.

2011-12-15T12:30:00.002+08:00

Owh~ Tired face!
But still me - Yvonne Cianhuan :)

Dance tonight!

2011-12-14T21:08:00.006+08:00

梦该醒了...

不应该再这样下去...

你明知道这样会让我不能忘记你...

不好意思,是我自己一厢情愿`想太多... :)

我和你并没有不同`但我的心更容易破碎~

我妹妹最近疯了~

Lolipop F 出了新专辑- Dance

只要她一开电脑就是听他们的歌...

不过听听下，我也喜欢上了~

他们真的进步很多...

这次的专辑很有韩国风, 舞蹈也是从韩国学会来的哦!

Let’s just dance dance dance dance tonite tonite

Let’s just dance dance dance dance　去愛　去愛

消滅多餘的孤獨 tonite tonite

Let’s just dance dance dance

BPM飆高　Rock…your body now!

Support support!

推荐歌曲: 战利品

Kampung gal

2011-12-14T11:56:00.004+08:00

Yesterday`~

Early morning, receive msg from Wailun: ehh~ you free now?

Lol~ sure I'm free! Then I reply~
''Sure xD but how I go lerh? Wait yea` I drive my helicopter cum :DDD''
Haha xD yuan lai he today got final event, need guest~
My plan A act is go Pavilion alone by bus d~ (since mummy dun let me drive yet)
But then Sunny call me : You call Senchung, He's cuming to pav today~
Okay okay okay~ Senchung call me :)

Go to Wailun's college江湖救急first! :DDD
Hahaha~ Act i aso dunno go there do wad d...
I just know to be guest :p
Reach---Taylor's University College lakeside!
OMG!!! Wad a nice college~ Envy :/
I hopes to becum their student!!! Urgh! but... ... ...
MR. M, mana you? haiz~

Ahaha~ Be the guest in Truffles Restaurant!
Omg~ It's high level~ Make me feels like 不自然~
Hmm,
Orange Juice- normal~
Salad- guilty~ makes me wanna vomit :X
Chicken with mashedpotato- overall: nice la ;)
Desert ( mango pie)- Hard to cut off~ Wailun helps me! ^^v
Let's guess total how much!
RM30? No no no~ Too much! RM15? Wrong! It's only RM14/head!
Cheap right? Sure laa! cook by student geh maa :D
Aiyo... so high level~
How I gonna to eat?
Luckily got Senchung! I learn many from he :)
Thankiu.Very.Muchie!

Finish eat~ Wait for Wailun break until Senchung & me gonna sleep ad~
Haha~~~ No no no... Gonna die! :DDD Boring till die~
After 30 minutes and another 20 minutes+another 20 minutes...
Finally~ He cum out and we yum cha at Ohana Bistro with Wailun's classmate...
They take alcohol! :O I'm not ( I'm guai lui lei geh :X ) hee :D
Then they had class, Me and Senchung go Pavilion, my destination :)
I take back my blue phone ad~ TQ Richsun! Soo happy~

My dinner!

Then I back by bus~
Lol~ I make Senchung felt sorry...
Cause fetch me go but dump me back myself...
He call me to wait for Richsun, but I didn't~
Aiyo... Now only I know my desicion is such dat... selfish! hmm~
Sorry and thankyou :3 *no next time :)

Thankyou jimui for trustable and supporting...
Love you` you` you` you` you```
See u'll in this weekend!
Lastly`Miss & Love 'you' too ♥

Happy Birthday`CH :)

2011-12-12T11:57:00.009+08:00

---Went for interview---
Lolx~ It's something like direct sales...

Feels like kena tipu @@

Today is my boss birthday!

As his secretary, I'm invited to joined his party :)

Last night look! Black Dress + Red/white slingbag

Waited for long time! ( he fetch me )

Act tell me 6 something, then 7 something, final : 8 something

Never mind :) I'm a patient person :P

The party was held at Dolphin! ( which was decided by me )

But, I'm regreting... Hehe~

Beers, dinner, Smokes, Chit-chat, Joking, Sweet, Playing Cards... ... ...

Fun enuf! Overall: Heartless...

Why I say so? Hmm~

Picture! :)
It's just 30% of Total.

Thx for fetch me home ;D

It's late~ Owh... Almost 1 o'clock le~~~

I'm tired!

Last picha 8)

心疼`生气...

哪有寿星公会要自己买蛋糕? 自己call朋友来?

既然来了,却一点要庆生的感觉也没有...

吃了东西, 就走掉... 一点要付钱的意思也没有...

我看着他自己出了百多块...

他虽然说没关系,一年一次... 可是我知道他是很心痛~

怎么可能没关系?

开心`朋友的确实可以用钱买回来的...

这就是所谓的朋友`Brothers!

对不起, 我扫兴了~

等你回来, 我再请你吃蛋糕! :)

呵呵~ 午安了...

我的早餐- 名副其实的'' Jin loong Bao '' ^^

Paiseh~ 一下忘记了关火 :P

MR. Dunno! Dun call me again!
Ish!!! Angry~ You are super annoying!!!
You say you love me`But...
I even dunno your name~
Stop Disturb me okay?

Your cooperation will be appreciated.

♥

2011-12-11T23:59:00.003+08:00

The special date for me ♥

How about you?

很想给你的幸福`

你却自我保护

...

Hang out :)

2011-12-09T21:03:00.006+08:00

Yesterday`Just finish my SPM :)

Congratulation! (syok sendiri always)

Went Saisaki! Japanese Buffet :DDD

So happy when see foods! Especially many delicious food!

Ate much~ Owh! I'm fat... :<

But I'm happy more than sad xD

Hehe... act i damn easy tum d~

只要你记得我的一点点细节... 记得我喜欢的东西...

就这样简单 ♥

-全家福-

不算瓜~

走了很久很久...

几条街~ 可怜我家的三姐...

唉~ 对高跟鞋又爱又恨!

漂亮`却让一个女人痛不欲生...

然而`我也只是个普通的女生~

我也喜欢高跟鞋...

但却因为你, 开始爱上了平底鞋 :]

最近看法政先锋3 : 男生要有5C

Caring, Cheerful, Charming, Confident & Creative

但我最同意的是1S, Sincere

4点多` 从TimesSquare回去LeisureMall

赶着去看戏

等了很久`想看了很久的...

就是没有人陪我去看...不然就是我没时间~

可怜... 可是我也习惯了 :)

没关系的...

进戏院的时候, 超兴奋的!

好开心`感觉很不可思议...

看完以后, 这次没有失望~

笑中有泪... 感动!

突然想和你分享... 但我知道`我不可以...

好好看! 一级棒!!! 5颗星- 期待part 2

期待的路虽然漫长,但值 ♥

Breaking Dawn- I love Edward Cullen

一个人看戏`有不同的感觉...

但还是寂寞的~

爱上了一部相机 :)

-Samsung Multiview-

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xh-hm6dTHYA

I love it! Nice boom!

圣诞节快到了```

为自己买了一份礼物...

很清新`安心的味道 ♥♥♥

我很喜欢`谢谢自己

提前祝自己: Merry Christmas!

long long time

2011-12-03T14:05:00.005+08:00

Loong loooong looooong time din update le.

In this loong looong time, many things may happen...

OOPS! Is many many many thing :)

Change back my status to single~

Regret`Wun chg easily le :]

I tot u're the special, different from others...

I'm wrong, I shouldn't think easy & [simple]

Haven finish SPM yet :)

But I felt freedom and boring ad~

Lol~ lifeless.

I hopes I can leave here,

Leave this sad and busy place and stay peace.

Had fun and relax on the 1st day of Dec!

Went to Bukit Tinggi,

With Sen Chung, Rich Sun & Cassie :)

This time, (exchg partner)

Haha, decided to hug with Js and cry badly togather xDDD

But sure`dun have this part! We'r tough enuf! :p

We ate breakfast in Padi House`Sri Petaling,

Which near Cassie house...

We start our 'fun' journey after breakfast!

After 40++ min, we reach...

There was cool and nice :) Hard to describe---

Been fool to Japanese Village :DDD haha~

Sat the 'lorry'? Hmm... Walk for long season...

Pity 4 of us ''old people'' :<

But i enjoy the peaceful there, fresh air, and reali quiet~

Picture session is everywhere and everytime! Owh~ I love DSLR!

Rest` He call me~

Wondering``` It's miracle...

My mood was 180 degree chg!

Ish! what is the meaning of the call?

Perhaps it's not same as wad piggy say~

Lol~ we almost lost in the hutan!

But we're lucky :) *not kiddin`

Went down to French village~

I got a wishing well there :)

I make a wish`Js teach me the way~ hehe' been fool?

Then we walk around there.

And had a sit with super expensive juice!

Sorry my dear, souvenir-next trip barh :)

Went back,

Traffic jam till... ... ... Jam for few hours~

Went to Pav, ate dinner...

We are busy eating & talkless during our dinner,

Since it was 10++ o'clock ad... x)

Reach house- 11++pm

Thankyou & Good bye ❤

Finally, I had a good sleep dat night =)

Photo will be upload and shared in the next post.

ohya~ Finding for a job!

Introduce pls~ :)

old sentence

2011-11-14T20:07:00.002+08:00

Today was the 1st day of SPM! :)
Still have no feeling~ Richsun said I was a genious! :D
Yea~ maybe... Why not?

Lol~ but is gg jor geh genious x.x

Finally~ he was sick!

-worry-

But this is the best chance for he to rest!
Should I happy? I dunno...

Yay! Breaking Dawn is coming soon! xD

Wait for whole year le```
May I watch v you?

Ish! Old sentence-I know... ... ... :/

We have the second month, second year until we are died.

2011-11-11T11:54:00.002+08:00

-11.11.11-

Happy 1 month :)

I love you & hopes to stay last long with you...

Bii, be my last ♥

Study mood~

phew```

GONE! xD

ILYIMY

2011-11-10T18:02:00.001+08:00

I miss you so much...

And I cant fully concentrate to my study...

We should have a talk b4 my exam... :)

Good`wonderful

2011-11-08T22:32:00.001+08:00

Wad a good day!
The day I waited for long time…
And I felt sorry to myself`It became bad bad badly…

9.45am- Me`Sinnee and Jiayuan out from the classes on time!
Going to the jamuan special for PPS!
It was an important event for form5 PPSs...
& we waited for 5 years ad :)
I was shocked and just ‘waa…’’ when reach the hall~
They decorate the hall became a grand prom…
TQ teachers and dear juniors!
It was nice… Reali x)
I saw the effort from them…
Then, we took many pics of coz!
Hmm… I was a lucky gal~
Last year I got a from lucky draw & this year I got a ‘’underpants!
Hehe~ It was a pencil bag but It’s look like… … …
Wadeva… At least got~ xD pity jiayuan… :p
I was so happy and enjoy very much!
Thankyou again *great performance!

Again…
Good job! I’m waited for long looong looong time…
And congratulation! I have to take a walk…
Under the hot smiley sun…
Tears were drop continuously from school… Until…
I meet a car~ A aunty with her 2 Q daughter...
Aunty: Mei mei, ni yao qu na li? Leisuremall?
I get shocked and just noded!
Aunty: Wo zai ni qu laa… xian zai jiang sai! Hen re~
Without any suspension`I just get into her car!
Then she fetch me and drop me at lm…
OMG~! I feel so touch and appreciate!!!
BGW 629 ♥ I will remember forever!!!

Thankyou so much for her helpful and kind red heart!!
She was the prettiest women in the world… ILH```
I know 2jie was worry on me…
But I just wanna alone and get peace at that time!
So, I just told her that I’m safe and off my phone…
Sorry… hehe~ they tot I'm going to suicide! :X

They are reali very worry on me… Sorry… … …
I get a place and cry badly…

不是我不能体谅你...
而是你能知道那种被抛弃`被遗忘的感觉吗?
担心你会出意外...那种无助`恐怖…不安...
才发现...我真的什么都不懂… … …
世界就像静止了一样...痛```
我时常都这样想：或许对于你，我真的没有很重要…

At last, I’m tired of crying le…Calm down ad…
Wipped my silly wet face, And wanna get back home…
Thx 2 jiefu and 2jie… Thx for you2 caring…
On the way… Saw my brother`we din contact for long time le…
I din saw he… Then he come and say Hi to me…
He asked bout me… Although it just some simple question.
But I feel warm! TQ!!!
And now… I was at home...
Smile… 我还可以怎样?
Haha xD Wad a wonderful day~

Miss was suffer.

2011-11-05T16:38:00.006+08:00

Thankyou sunny for your helping :)

He help me format my com & teach me physic!

Sorry for disturb your time...

And sorry bout my mummy`paiseh~

Hehe... She reali tot we are couple...
Once I reach home`
啪托甘早回来嘚? O.O

Wadeva~ I'm not reali care...

Because he wun care.

真得很讨厌一个人的感觉!!!

不能用言语来表达的讨厌...

害怕得快窒息了~

哭完以后真有好点吗? 我也以为是!

很没有安全感...被伤过的心`不知所措了...

不要道谦...

你的道歉只会显得我更自私`幼稚...

很辛苦...很累了...

未来`我真的没有想到酱远...

因为现在...我已经不懂该怎么办了!
-讨厌这样无理取闹的自己- T.T

closed

2011-11-03T00:43:00.004+08:00

-Bah bye-
*I'll be back after 7/12/2011

lalala~

2011-09-20T00:41:00.000+08:00

Harloe :)
Busy finding song now!
Rockkkk!!!

:DDD
Paiseh~ This few day damn busy arh!
Busy my band`exam & dance...

Wow~ Blogger chg jor new look!
Like it :)

dead

2011-09-14T16:24:00.013+08:00

Harloe!!! :DDD
Owh~ My blog was dead! x.x

Trial`ing---
Sleep d time aso dun have le~
Few days jek... But I'm looks like old jor 10years :X

Did wrong!
I shouldn't! But too late?
Sorry if this few day I'm ignore your phone or msg~

Let's see my last sat ;)
Early morning went for BC class with a sleepy face :/
We have no addmath tuition today :)

Lalala~ Have a surprise mission today ^^v
We wanna make her cry!!! :p

Happy Birthday , Miao*
Special for her :D

My sweetie ♥

Little cute ♥

Love this most ♥

Not bad laa!
Wear Spec! 8)

Me,me.me;me'me!

Hee :p
*It's me act~

Window shpp`date

2011-09-03T02:20:00.001+08:00

Outing today! Dated-wed
Original plan: Watch final destination`Take picha
Did? see ya :)

12 smthg- Mummy fetch me to Connaught.
I have my 1st coffee today at OldTown.
White Coffee ♥

The form 1 didi and the old gorgor ;)

Ahaha xD kindergarden student here! xD
Some is drawn by me... But the uglier? Let's guess!
Muahaha`hahaha... ahahaha~~~

-WongKok-
Thx for your扬州炒饭 ♥
See the white cup? The 2nd coffee today!
檀山咖啡~

High views.
We are currently at pavilion!

I'm bluee~ today```

chattin`

It's cute! ♥

I'm not interested as he :)

Tokyo Street ♥
-which is full of japanese feel!

A preety woman?
Wadeva ;) asking he to help her take picha...
Why dun she ask me? Lol~
Confirm! *My skill is better ( shhu~ :x )

Lol~ It's small compare to ^

Lol~ mcm yea yea saja.
Not he buy d aso~

Back late :/
-Tuition-
Sleep at 3.

♥ e.n.d ♥

sisters

2011-09-02T03:28:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow d brand practise cancel ad~
Hmm... I'm failed to book it~ ps...
I know it was last minute... But```Sorry!

Gonna to gai gai tomorrow ;)

现在的我`在和妹妹斗气中!
从我回来,他的脸就像铁板一样的黑!语气超不爽!
我知道`因为今天她要洗晚餐的碗嘛... 顶不顺这种小气鬼!
到了房间`我叫她开风扇...她却对我发脾气!
我忍无可忍`骂她:不要开啦!
然后她就真的耍脾气没开... 我也没开... 打死都不开!
第一`我要面子! 第二`我想要给她一些教训!
让她知道风扇她也是有份吹的... -我牺牲了自己-
虽然最后`半夜三点多-我顶不顺~ 去开风扇了...
可是我知道`今天以后,
我妹妹不用我叫~也会自己自动开风扇了 :)

Wednesday

2011-09-01T02:03:00.001+08:00

I love the small collumn of Facebook: On This Day in 2010
It's remind`rewind me-myself.

Woke early~
Lol~ I everyday aso wake very early d ;) [seriously]
But I everynight aso very late only sleep :/
Act decided to watch movie today.
Wait the 2 piggy to wake`Wait until GROWTH MUSHROOM! -.-
Then cancel & I'm lazy to out ad`Do add math!
Evening`Tree ajak me go yum cha.
Her request is AGREE by my mummy~ YAY! ;D
He fetch.

I think he was miss her so much.
He pass by her house...
And stop his car in front of her house under our 'support'~
And she was angry! DISLIKE!
Then we went to 3jie's fren/schoolmate's villa`BBQ!
Thx for his welcome :)
I was DAMN!!! Din't say out`doesn't mean DUNNO.

Then I went to Connaught pm wit CH~
He was mad and moody becoz of her, *felt sorry
I try to make back he happy and keng with he.
11++pm thn only i reach house.
Luckily my mummy din scold~ :)

Today`not bad!
At least he was happy back ad x)
But then only I realise... Not easy as wad I think.
He broke his promise`maybe He's just simply say it to me jek :(

-no pic-

50000++

2011-08-30T00:01:00.003+08:00

Awesome day today!
I drive... xD
OMG! so excited laa ;D
The uncle praise me got天分lerh! 有潜质~
Hee :DDD I hopes i can 55 get dou my lesen`
Then go here go there! Whee ^^v

Hmm...
Went pm again~ LOL!
Saw the ppl agn~ Haha!!! Ch was so funny!
He was scare!

Ish!!!
Gamble reali so kong bu!
Even play small small aso can lose hundred`thousand`MILLION!

...

2011-08-29T00:42:00.002+08:00

Vincent Len`
leave a msg for me when u see this~

A''night

2011-08-28T17:05:00.003+08:00

Went pasar malam yesterday night :)

He asked`I asked`Mummy agree```

Brought my pity sister with,

She was bored to stay alone kat rumah---

He came while my parents was not in house ._.

He get in my house & borrow toilet~ 0.0!

Luckily my house was not dat messy~~~ OMG!

Then we bertolak ^^v

Walk walk walk`makan chow kuey teow~

Sud` mum cal: Ahh vonne arh`you got bring money out?

Sure got laa lol~ But thn she call me to buy smthg =.=

Ape xiu taofu laa, jagung, popiah... LOL!

Very shun bian de loo her~~~

Ish! The CD seller kip gap me agn!

But this time he asked CH for my number...

OHNO!!! But luckily Ch seng mok :)

He gave he his ;p Ahaha!!! ;DDD Lsm~

Saw someone that I hate`But his lover...

Although I dun lik her...

But`I know he loves her... xD

And I know the power of love...

Owh~ I wish he`Good Luck! :)

I help he upload pic.

-K say hi-

Have a long`happy`nice talk```

Until mid'night...

no point

2011-08-26T23:56:00.004+08:00

Someone is finding me for photoshooting~
Haiz... But touch my exam time~
So sad... Money fly~~~ T.T
-savingmoneyforacamara-

人又没`钱又没``` :(
Deng~~~ Boring life~~~
Busy with no point... It's tired... ... ...

Ya laa~ I saw it...
祝福他们咯... ... ...

朋友: 你可以找到一个更好的~
女孩笑着说: 可是我不会对人那么好了`

my.little.handsome

痛彻心扉

2011-08-24T15:02:00.004+08:00

Status：

不该听见的`却听到了,

我不是扮可怜!!!

不该看见的`却也看到了...

为什么你们早不回迟不回?
偏偏要在我回的前一分钟回!!!

讨厌你们!!!

心`就像此刻的天空一样,倾盆大雨...

是上天故意给的考验?

得空没事做?

还是故意折磨我?

伤痕累累的心... 很痛...

死开啦~!

2011-08-22T15:00:00.002+08:00

啊!!! 最近一个死变态佬一直来学校找我~~~

所以`如果一个戴眼镜的男生问你认不认识倩环,

请你一定要说不认识或者不懂!!!

谢谢~本人将感激不尽啊~```

beloved

2011-08-22T14:44:00.004+08:00

I did it!
Yummy ♥

I cut d~
Erm... Not square enuf!
刀法不好 :p

Finally I bought a charger for my phone ad~
He was so happy and eat till bao bao ad!
Now he was full of ENERGY! XD

Sales~
Mummy bought a bag for me!
Thankyou ♥
It's RED!

够了吧~

2011-08-21T00:19:00.007+08:00

Tuition the half day! :[
Reali sleepy arh!!!
Lol~ Dunno why today 3jie so sot...

Keep it up! I love the active you~ :D

Lol~ after dismiss...
Cher-her come fetch me by his ‘benz"!
Sorry for wait me so long~ :)
Meet leng zai-Makan di Paparich!
2jie'there's reali good feel!

Then go VIP lur :)
Play snoocker...
Just dunno why Ch will play with them @@
Dislike!

Chat about目标...
He asked mine~ I answer:
Find much salary to support my family~
Let my daddy rest and go for trips/travelling with mummy ♥
Support my sister to study or learn something,
Then suppot WWF,the best organization!

After that we go watch movie XD
Lol~ choose movie aso choose jor long time...
Until infront that aunty aso laugh at us (ps!)

Finally~ We choose to watch无敌福禄寿~

Ahaaha XD we laugh fron the begin until the end!
Lsm!!! Reali so funny! must watch!!!
Angry bird? :DDDDDDDDD
P's wrong loo~ He tell ch this movie not nice...
Dat's why we have to choose long time~
But luckily we choose the right movie aso! :D

Shit loo~ My charger ROSAK!
My phone have no battery until off ad~ pity~
My sister more pity`stay kat rumah alone~
Sorry~ Next time bring you out... :)
Mummy outing with her frens today~
She was so happy and excited!

Good! She happy`I happy ♥

Thx for givin me a happy day~
Dis few day aso keep very jie and gek...
Busy and stress~
Damn hurt`heart broken when heard wad you say to me,
我自认一向用心对你...分享我有的,
可是原来我在你心中是一个假仁假义的恶魔,
没当过我是好朋友,我彻底失望,,,
原来,我的真心`你并没有感受到...
对不起`还有谢谢`(欠你的)
祝福你 ♥

My life is go on~

Thx for the others~
You'll trust me! ♥
and`I wun make U'll regret~!

深夜了~
倩环`去睡吧 :)
嗯!

Say hello to goodbye

2011-08-19T17:59:00.002+08:00

就这样吧...
我累了,心死了~
不想多说... 也不想勉强~
但`我还是想说: 爱你...

Shontelle- SayHelloToGoodbye~
希望你们会喜欢我唱的SayHelloToGoodbye :)
Btw`
I need a guitarist!!!

Sorry... for someone...

你不知

2011-08-18T14:44:00.004+08:00

美丽的外表`
引来了很多人的羡慕~
但却不是那么容易维持这份美丽的~
因为我摆了一百零一份心进去...
可最后它还是腐败了~
我认输`也不勉强...就算了吧~

世界和平`
容易却不简单...
有些东西不是你看的表面那样~
多的是`你不知道的事...

但只要强大`
只有强大`
你才有资格说和平!

proven

2011-08-17T00:10:00.003+08:00

很享受单身的生活当中...

多于享受`我很庆幸~

一次一次地向我证明`

这个世界,没有所谓的真爱`永远~

只有不尽的天真与背叛!

男人`真的不可靠~

他可以把你护在手心, 也可以一手把你拉下十八层地狱!

我熬过这种心碎的痛...

那种恐怖`我发誓一定不会再让自己试多一次~

Someone may change in one day~!

Imma lame ppl!

2011-08-16T14:23:00.006+08:00

I aso dunno wad happen to me act~
I just can say:
一个人的容忍度is limited!!!

Reali beh tahan loo!
Dun think dat only u'll gek~
I'll aso! Even more gek than you`
Excuse me~ U'll got tell us u'll plan?

All ppl agree ur plan?

Did you think bout others?

Maybe she's having problem?

Who duwan go for a happy trip if she can?

I just give a small decision to discuss...

But wad a big response u'll give?

If u'll decide Genting dat time'I give the same response to you?

It's not related to your original way to talk~

But it's a kind of caring!

I know`U'll din force me to go... no need keep mentioned it!

Because`is me,myself wan to go...

I appreciate everytime we outing!

I'm care bout this trip aso!

Because of some reason`

I missed my graduation trip when standard 6!

I regret the whole life!

And now`second chance is coming!

I know It's may be the last!

The last memory We will have forever~

And I just wish we have another fun place to choose!

I'm reali feel dat there was a nice place!

I din force and say u'll must choose aso~

I'm just asking!!!

Fine!

I'm the lame person which going the shit place!!!

I know Imma suck`

Because I get into her tricks!

I know she's watching interesting drama now~

You tot no1 knows wad are you doing?

Maybe we cant see...

But we're not heartless~

We can see clearly by using heart...

If you thought is you, then you!

By me!

2011-08-13T23:46:00.005+08:00

Whee ^^
I did 龟苓膏~
Haha XD mcm九大簋!

-LIMITED ADDITION-

made by: Yvonne Cianhuan
design by: Yvonne Cianhuan

偷出来的时间

2011-08-10T20:32:00.002+08:00

最近很忙...
还有三个月就考试了~

如果我没有回你电话...
在这里说声对不起...
因为我真的忙到睡觉的时间都要占用...
除了做past year`我还要帮我妈妈做一大堆做不完的家务!
最近少写blog了,以前我都是尽量一天一篇~
但最近真的不行...

替自己定了时间,
希望自己可以坚持!

加油`倩环!!!

加油`G.I.M!!!

很久没看见你了...
最近还好吗? 看你样子,应该还不错~
反而是我... 想到都想撞墙...
不敢照镜啦!!! :/
视线还是不能离开你...
但只要你在, 我就会很自卑...很没有存在感!!!
只因为`我对于你, 我什么都不是~

亲眼目睹一场意外...
我当场的反应就是: Ohh shitttt!!!
司机是我的朋友...
是他的不小心~我知道他赔定了... 看多少而已~
(他很心痛) 节哀顺便吧 :)

Girlz spirit也要加油!!!

终于决定了要唱什么歌~~~

为了避免冷场,都选一些比较可以大合唱的歌...

英文歌是Breaking free, 华语歌是老鼠爱大米...

多多自持哦... 不唱也拿手起来 xD

还有很多的挑战在等我...
I'm still not ready~ sei mou?

But` I'll try my best :DDD

走好

2011-08-09T14:44:00.004+08:00

昨晚吃饭的时候,
我爸爸突然对我说了一句:
以后都看不见婆婆了~

是的! 以后都看不见了~
很突然地`
上香给婆婆的时候,感觉很奇怪~
从来都没想过上香给婆婆的那天...

死或许对婆婆来说是一种解脱...
Rest in peace ♥

病魔,请你走开!

2011-08-04T20:01:00.003+08:00

我婆婆即将去世了~~
生病...很多病加在一起发作...
心脏病`高血压`血糖高```

昨晚赶回家乡,为的就是见她最后一面...
一开始, 我没什么的,心情也还好...
因为我以为婆婆很平静地睡着...很平静的过完她的一生~
可是当我回到去的时候,
我错了, 婆婆在呻吟... 她很痛苦,喊得很大声!
听进耳里,痛在心里...
感到很无助,看着婆婆被病折磨...
可是却不能做些什么...
我开始祈祷了...

一切真的来得很突然...
前几天还好好的~~~
人生就是这样?
但如果要用病来折磨我,
你用刀把我杀死算了!!!

Not pity,but sayang

2011-08-02T22:53:00.002+08:00

Lol~ Misunderstand is easy to occur...
Between human & human~

Everyday is happening!
Dun you think so?
Main reason: Lack of trustable

Thankyou God

2011-07-31T15:53:00.003+08:00

Going church today XD
Follow my biu`gor go d~

Damn gan zheong` I scat I'm shy there...
But luckily I'm not~
I follow them sing songs`clap and move my body~
I damn enjoy`The are high and happy enuf!
The father(priest) was nice enuf...

He share his job`preach at China...
And Talk 'Ye Shu'~
Then, He share:
China`A girl ( has lung cancer ) preach---
With her lower voice and energy...
Then he ask : If`you are the girl,Wad you will think?

Priest?
Then`the sad song pop out...
Omg~ many of us was tear drop...
Then,My family`ji mui`dar`fren de face all pop out~
In front my eyes~ Touch my heart!

Appreciate ♥
I'm still alive...
U’ll are with me~

Warm`th

2011-07-30T22:25:00.000+08:00

Saturday!
Haiz~ Have to wake early again...
Sienz & Tired! :/ Have to tuition again!!!
Lol~ Early morning` mummy very unhappy~
She was in a jam for almost 1 hour! 0.0
She's going pj? Subang?
No! Just to the Anggerik pasar! Lol~
Malaysia's style--- Can't blame~

The couple bottle and auto`p ♥
My chang gia's ♥ Mine~

`skip
Went SP with Vincent :)
一上车`他就买了一盒Rocky给我...`他知道我喜欢吃~
到了SP`他买冰淇淋,可是自己就没吃...
马路...他拉着我过...
吃东西的时候就夹东西给我吃...
他知道我累了`就让我睡一下...
你为我做的`我是知道的...
我的心感受到,你为我做了很多感动我的事...
真的很久很久都没有这种被保护·被爱惜的感觉了...
有一刻~我真的很想紧紧抱着你...
可以不要再对我酱好了吗? T.T

So happy to see my 'mummy'!
Sharon` long time no see her ad~
She has a 6th month baby jor :D
Baby boy lai d o! XD sure cute man!
She was suffer for cant do this and do that~
Jia you laa Sharon mummy~

Eat steamboot...
Eat till not so happy~
No feel... And the food not so nice...
8++ jau back le...
Someone has to rush for help...

Bye & Thx :)

Nice day!

每个人都会 :)

2011-07-28T21:50:00.004+08:00

长生不老?
我不明白为什么人`总是想要长生不老...
秦始王甚至请人炼药 == 我才不要!
长生不老`不死`不会很恐怖吗?
会很痛苦吧? 眼睁睁的看着身边的人死去...
可是自己却不能做什么~~~

我承认`我是一个怕死的人...
我觉得`死比活着,更需要勇气...
我没那种勇气 :)
当然`我也不甘愿就这样死去...
还不是时候...我还没做完我要做的...
虽然明天不知明天事...
虽然有些东西是命中注定...

常问:''不想我死吗?''
我也只能答:''每个人都会死...'' :)

Thankyou very much!

2011-07-25T22:00:00.000+08:00

Thankyou Yvonne XD
No nid jelous.

Next time I take more with you :DDD

http://http//yvonnepreciousmoment.blogspot.com/2011/07/to-dearest.html

Thx Cute cute panda leng zai di`di :DDD

Long name`created by me!

Thankyou for his 'xiu yu'~

The taxi fees :)

Happie Buf`dae tt ME :D

2011-07-25T17:26:00.006+08:00

Yeah! Happy Birthday to myself :DDD

1stly~
A birthday song for myself :P
Happy Birthday to me~
Happy Birthday to me~
Happy Birthday to Cianhuan... :D
Happy Birthday to ME!

A nice`sweet birthday cake~ ^^

Very appreciate` my present :D
By ji-mui! ♥

Lol~ A BRANDED wallet :)
Why so waste money jek?
I'm not a branded girl aso~
A pasar malam wallet I'll aso happy de ♥
Thankyou very muchie~~~ :3

Then,,,
I wanna thx a old best fren!
SookFang`I ♥ your 17! :DDD *Claps for u!
You era always the important 1 for me too!♥
http://http//sookfangh.blogspot.com/2011/07/257-happy-birthday.html
Yvonne,I ♥ your song too!!! :DDD

And Thx the wishes from others frens :)
especially* My chang gia`Belinda ♥
And my bestie`Sunny! XD
And the 1st wishes from Li nar~~~

17 years old ad~
I'll be mature &~
Take care myself so that`beloved wun worry me~
Birthday wishes is...
Hee :D secret! *I scat say jor it will mm leng~
Then Hopes My SPM get 10A's barh! ♥

Hehe~ Compare to last year...
Lol~ Big different...
I prefer my last year birthday~ ♥
Sad but warm...

Hello`I'm still waiting your Happy Birthday~♥

Romantic :)

2011-07-24T22:33:00.001+08:00

Back hometown again :)

2 little new puppies ♥
So cute!!!

They hide g~ :/

Hoho~ My daddy buy the LED light!~ ♥
So romantic XD
Somemore can change colour geh~
Lol~ mcm mamak! High`class mamak :DDD

Blue ♥♥♥♥♥

Purple ♥

Blue green ♥

Yellow ♥

Light blue ♥

Lastly~ Yellow ♥

Tomorrow is Exam :(
My birthday! :D

Sellfish u!

2011-07-23T21:46:00.001+08:00

对你很失望`彻底的…
真的很生气咯`极点!
相信你`才告诉你…
我深信坦白是交朋友的基本~
更何况我们的交情胜于普通朋友…
我没有想到你会因为她```
出卖我`对于我来说~这是一种背叛!
你明知道她在你旁边你没有告诉我!
你明知道她在你旁边你还逼我讲她的坏话!
而且你明知道我会对你坦白!!!
什么叫为她好? 那你有想过我的感受吗?
你有想过我会被讨厌吗?
你有想过我会有多尴尬吗?
天啊!我在学校要怎样面对别人?
你很自私!!!

sINGLE rOCK

2011-07-23T00:00:00.001+08:00

SINGLE
for 1 year ad~

有人喜欢我,我不喜欢他; 他不喜欢我,我偏偏喜欢他~
Lol~有什么办法? XD